Emotional rollercoaster
I’m in an emotional rollercoaster today. Unfortunately with more downs then ups. The day started bad with some kind of cramp in my knee. Odd, never had that before. Took about half an houre to get rid of. Could finally go back to sleep. Odd dreams. Nuclear bombs, snake bites, fight in a church, everything was just fucked up.
Alarm went of, got out of bed. Hungry, but couldn’t eat. Talked to August a bit. Finally able to eat, a cinnamonroll, a couple of mini bananas. Life sucks. Surfed the web. Took a shower. Didn’t help. Work in 30 min. Have to eat. Probably another roll. Hot food disgusts me today and I’m out if fruit and yoghurt.
Boss called, staff meeting nex tuesday. Good, we’re gonna talk about who does what etc. Will get a chance to tell my bitchy collegue how it is. That I’m not lazy- but I can’t do things in a place where I’m not. I can’t clean the apartement if we’ve been out all day etc. But she thinks I should. Does she know something I don’t? Can she stop time, or clone herself?
Need to get dressed and eat that roll now. I don’t want to. Wish I could stop eating, maybe then I could loose some weight. But I know that’s a bad idea so I won’t. I promise. I hope you have a better day then me.
