Kiwis Corner

I’m moving!
Not yet, for some reason we get access to the new apartement on new years eve. And not very far, about 500m north from where I live now. But the neighbourhood is brand new, they’re building it as I write this, and it’s close to Uppsala Centrum. Just 500m further then my current apartement ^_^ And as long as I keep paying the rent I get to live there indefinitely. Yay!

This is the blue print for the apartement: 

 

For almost two years now I’ve sat silently and done nothing (except comforting her) while he lies and lies to to her and hurts her really badly. For two years now I’ve tried to keep my anger inside on her request. A couple of weeks ago I finally said something to him. I told him how dissapointed I was in him for doing this, that I had hoped and hoped for him to overcome his fears and difficulties and be able to stop lying.
I know that he’s not well. He has been through ALOT of bad things, and gets pretty much ignored by the psychiatry for some reason. But so has she. The troubles they’ve had in their relationship has not only been his fault.
But enough is enough. If I have to, I’ll chain him to the wall in my basement so he won’t hurt her anymore. Or the other girl, who fortunately has seen much earlier then my friend what he is really like. I hope she is wise enough to keep away. Far away.

I wish I was mean and violent. I would break in to his apartement and smear poop all over his furniture. I would pee in his computer, puke in his refridgerator, leave the fridge open and turn it of to ruin all the food, turn on the taps and block the drains, smash his car and burn his books.
But I’m not mean and violent. I’m not very stong or brave. I’m not even very mean at all.
I’m just small and upset and sad. I love her. She is my best friend. And I can do nothing.

As the title implies, I’m wondering. I’m wondering why we get new scheduals atleast twice a year at my job. I liked the last one. Why are we changeing again? I’ve e-mailed and asked.
But to me it seems odd.

So much is happening, and I wish I could write about all of it!
I’ve tried for a week- but I haven’t sorted it all out myself yet. But I’ll try to get the big picture down.

I went to Ödesväv II (a larp) and came back home. I had so much fun and so much to do! Unfortunately I got burnt in the sun so I had to sit in the shadow behind the tent for two days, but people came to see me there so it was ok. We went swimming in the lake almost every day, and in the evenings we partied. We cooked over open fire, slept in a big tent and didn’t have to worry about the real world for a week. No internet, no cell-phones, no stereos or cars… It’s so wonderfully relaxing! I can hardly wait ’till next summer!
But I’m glad I played human and not an elf or something. All that make-up in the heat must have been hard to stand. Also, I bet us humans had more fun!
I think I might have been flirted with too, the last evening at the post-larp party. But I don’t know. I suck at interpreting that kind of things and I’m to afraid to make a fool of myself to dare to do anything if I’m not completely sure. Also, I don’t really know how to flirt back. Or really, how to flirt at all.

My boys has a new cage. It’s big and beautiful! And they seem to love it. I just have to modify it a bit, put in some more hatches and stuff to make it more accessible to me when I clean it and try to get the boys out. 

Yesterday I was at Fredriks moving-in party. It was great! I had so much fun! I’m so glad he moved in to Paulis apartement so I can get to know him!

This is the last evening of my vacation. Tomorrow it’s back to reality again. I would like to have more vacation ofcourse, but really it feels good to go back to work to. My only fear is that I won’t survive the heat while doing stuff like walking the dogs and cooking… But if I’m to trust the metrologists I’ll just get wet. It’s supposed to rain ALOT for a week or two. Poor people in Visby…
I felt really bad for all the people who had come to Stockholm to celebrate Euro-Pride. It rained on the parade. But my sources states that it was fun anyway and that the mood was really good.

I have to go shopping soon. I’m to attend a wedding the weekend after next and I need something nice to wear.
The wedding is at the same time that Lina celebrates her birthday It’s sad that I can’t attend both. I wish I could clone myself! Atleast I found a great birtdaypresent!

Time to go. Bye! 

It’s true. It takes my friends away. Or, it did when it was new to the market. I still wonder how my relationship survived those first critical months since WoW was launched a couple of weeks after we started dating. Probably becaus we lived in separate cities and I’m good at entertaining myself. The fact that Nidde is great most of the time probably helps too.
   When I first moved to Uppsala I got to know a few people. But then WoW came, and they just didn’t have time for IRL interacting anymore. They had to raid and go on quests with their guilds and level and farm gold and get mounts and stuff. So I was pretty lonely again. Thank God for Hoffa, and Nidde. And Emma, who I studied with. But she moved away and became a glass maker instead.
   I thought that WoW was more or less down to acceptable levels in my life. The most addicted friends had slipped away in to their addiction, Nidde has pretty much come out on the other side- the occational raid every now and then but it’s harldly even once a month now due to work and friends and other games. But then my best friend got to know this girl. Who bought my best friend WoW. And now my best friend doesn’t have time for me. She hardly even answeres SMS (texts) anymore. She says she wants to see me and talk to me, but when I try to contact her she doesn’t reply. I guess she’s busy when I’m free, and is free when I’m at work. Last week I went to visit her and look at the baby rats (who were adorable, ofcourse!). We had had trouble finding a time that suited both of us since I had my sucky week when I work evening and day every other day and I think I had a doctorsappointment on my free friday. Anyway. When me and another friend came, the WoW-friend was there. Wich would have been ok, had they not been playing for half of the time I was there.
   I truely sincerely hate WoW. It really does take my friends away from me. True I have made new friends- but that doesn’t matter! I miss her! It was supposed to be her and me against the world! And now she’s gone. I hope she comes back soon. Some times I wonder if I did something wrong. If I hurt her somehow that I don’t know of or if she grew sick of me and uses WoW as an excuse. Most of the time I know (?) that that’s not true.

If you read this (my best friend, you know who you are <3), don’t be sad if I don’t call or text very much. It’s not encouraging not to get responses. But when you feel ready and have gotten over this infatuation, call me. I’ll be here, waiting.

 

I’m trying to get hold of loose belly dancing coins, tons of seed beads and a muurikka… Will I succed? Will I accomplish my mission to make The Clan of the Peacock the most awsomest clan at Ödesväv?

To be continued… 

Today when I got home from work it was waiting for me on the couch. My very own Weighted Companion Cube!

 

After a long afternoon of cruising stores and chit-chatting with Karin I went to get my bike and go home.
What did I find? I found this:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Someone had put a rose in the basket of my bike! Probably just someone who left it on a random bike, but atleast I can pretend to have a secret admierer! Who can it be???

The pain is gone! It went away as fast as it came. Odd.

Otherwise life is good. Not much to report.  

Ok. So I’m in pain again. Not very uncommon since it’s me we’re talking about. I have my joint-problems, but they’re manageble most of the time.
But yesterday my right heel started bothering me. Since then, I woke up during the night becaus of pain. The inside of my right heel is swollen and I can barely touch it due to pain. On this foot I will have to walk all day. If it gets to bad I will have to call in sick from work. But I can’t call now, becaus noone will answere.
In horror I’m looking at the day I have ahead of me. Go to work- 7min walking (I’ll take the bike-maybe that’s not as painful). Walking the dogs- 30min minimum. Going to the library and the store- probably about one houre. Another dog-walk if my clients daughter have to go to school early (she often starts after lunch and takes the dogs out around 11am wich means I don’t have to do it again before we leave for rehab this afternoon). Going to rehab- 20min of walking. The next assistant will trade with me at rehab, so then I’ll bike home and feel sorry about myself.
That’s not including the making lunch, coffee, laundry etc I have to do.

I’ve taken an ibuprofen, but as you know, when you want to remove the foot due to pain it’s not very much un-prescribed  painkillers can do. FEEL SORRY FOR ME!!!